Feeling Horny

I follow a lot of blogs.  The vast majority of them aren't updated particularly regularly and just contain either pictures of videos.  Most of them aren't very much of a turn on.  I think I am finding myself much more turned on by the written word than just pictures of a naked guy.  Everyone has their own idea of what they're attracted to.  I once had a friend who was "obsessed" by a particular gay porn star - they porn star was beautiful but I prefer to fantasize about someone who is much more attainable.

Personally, the perfectly built, muscular porno starts don't really do it for me.  Sure I appreciate the beauty of the man but  I'm much more attracted to the "boy (man) next door" look - you definitely don't have to have a perfect body, body hair is always well accepted - I guess because my body is far from perfect I feel much more comfortable with guys that aren't perfect either!

Of the more literary blogs I follow, some of the other blogs I follow and read are very sexy.  Some explore the difficulties guys in my situation are going through others are more of an insight into how horny us guys really are.  At the moment my level of horniness is just off the scale.  In one way, I love the feeling of being horny - it makes me feel alive and I actually find it quite exciting because it makes me want to look for sex and often that means I don't know where I'll end up or who with.  But as a result of that it can also be very frustrating when I can't find an appropriate outlet for the feelings and at the same time that leads me to feel even hornier because when I'm like this - there are almost no limits to what I am prepared and willing to do with a guy - given the opportunity.

I haven't had sex with a guy for a long time!  I think it's an in-built part of me that needs the touch and feel of another man.  Given my situation I understand how difficult it is to arrange with someone else in a suitable place and a suitable time.  A guy I had a great connection with last year contacted me a week or so ago.  I'm still totally in love with him.  He was (and still is) absolutely everything I could have hoped to find in a guy.  I'm still not sure why it never worked out (as I had hoped) but I would love to try again.  Our meetings were pure pleasure (for me).  I loved everything about him - from his look (he was tall, dark skinned totally masculine), his amazing body, his long legs, right down to the sexy underwear he wore (always tanga briefs).  I hope we can arrange a time to meet soon - I totally miss his touch, his kiss, his smell - everything about him.  I know he reads this blog - not sure how often though - but if he does - I still totally love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Back to reality - my view counter has whizzed up thousands of views since I installed it and I'm very excited to see it.  I know it's very pessimistic of me, but I don't have any reason to doubt its accuracy.  Thanks again to all who read, enjoy and comment.

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