The musings and ramblings of a horny, married and closeted gay guy!!!!
Thursday, 4 March 2010
Things are still very quiet at the moment I'm just working away, as usual but I've got quite a lot done recently and once I get past the next week or so the pressure should be right off me and I can get back to doing what I enjoy doing most when I'm in the office .... surfing for porn and playing online games of course!!!
Mr Crazy spoke to my wife today and seems convinced that he can return our "friendship" back to what it was before. He was even trying to persuade her to get me to go back to teaching his son - which isn't something I want to do. News on the job front is looking very positive - although the company hasn't given her a definite yes, they have told her that if the graphologist report is OK (and they are not foreseeing any specific problems) then she should be starting to work as soon as next week - which will be excellent. It will improve our lives in so many ways having an extra income and although financially we're in quite a lot of shit, it will definitely help us to start sorting ourselves out.
Diet is going OK too - I'm definitely feeling less bloated and I am being very good with my food intake and doing regular exercise. I am back at the dietitian next week - so hope to have good results there too.
Now that I'm documenting my life, it's strange how I can see the ups and down so much clearer. As I hope is obvious from what I'm writing, there is definitely a very optimistic air to my posts - I definitely hope this continues!
I've had quite a lot of M2M sex in my time, as much as I don't particularly like doing it, many of the encounters have been one-off meetings that have lead to nothing. What's weird is that some of these meetings are forgotten five minutes after they've finished (sometimes less) yet others stick with you forever. Probably 2-3 years ago I met a guy, he was a very average-looking, ginger-haired guy. The meeting with him always stuck in my mind for the reason that despite looking so Mr Average, when I undressed him, he had probably one of the biggest cocks I had ever seen. It was truly gargantuan and he was very passive and enjoyed being fucked - it happened and neither of us expected it to. Always fun when that happens! I hadn't heard from him since then - yesterday he contacted me and was interested in meeting again. We chatted a bit and he seems a really nice guy - we didn't meet but he said that he would like to. I wonder if he was just in a moment of horniness or whether he'll contact me again.
I noticed there are a few new followers to this blog - so welcome to you. Thanks for all those who leave messages and have a great weekend everyone.
I'm just a pretty normal married, closeted gay guy on the outside and a pretty complex guy on the inside. I've had cancer and been through quite a lot of stuff. Just looking to have fun and share my experiences with others!