The musings and ramblings of a horny, married and closeted gay guy!!!!
Tuesday, 2 February 2010
Flirty office guy is back in the office from his trip. I'm quite sure I'm not imagining it but there seems to be so much sexual tension/chemistry between us, it's quite wild. I'm almost positive it's there and not just something I keep thinking is there, but isn't. A lot of the "running" seems to come from him too. He sends me messages on Skype, visits me in my office etc... Don't misunderstand, I also initiate some of the contact, but definitely not all.
He is incredibly sexy - he's thin and has a cute little behind. Would love to see what he looks like naked. Just given the chance I'd make sure it was something he wouldn't forget!
Some of our Skype conversations have been particularly sexual - but I still can't tell if it's just joking around or whether there is something deeper. Even when messing about I don't know whether a guy would tell another guy that he has sensitive nipples hahaha!
Anyway, I'm totally horny - and having spoken to a good friend of mine earlier today, he managed to make me even hornier. His explicit descriptions of what we're going to do together next time we meet didn't help at all. I hope it's soon - he's a great guy incredibly sexy with a great body. Guess I just have to be patient.
Other than that, things are pretty quiet here. I've joined Twitter - but still trying to work out how it all works, if I think it's good I'll add a link here. The tablets are still working nicely and I'm sleeping much better than I was and I'm so much calmer and patient - which was the purpose of me taking the tablets. But I still realise that until other things in my life change, the pressure is still there but I just seem to be dealing with it better.
As for the pictures, there is nothing (in my opinion) nicer than a guy in briefs - other than perhaps a guy not in his briefs! These are model pics but still nice to look at.
I'm just a pretty normal married, closeted gay guy on the outside and a pretty complex guy on the inside. I've had cancer and been through quite a lot of stuff. Just looking to have fun and share my experiences with others!